Life's drama

 I come from a middle class family .... I have always seen how patriarchal society works ...we were four daughters and a boy ....but still kudoos to my parents for struggling in their life and giving us education ....which i still consider has a boon received.

           Coming back from flashback ...but right now everything changed .... Those happy festivals celebrated together ....having breakfast and dinner together. ....As i grew up distance got emerged too much that i reached a stage of depression and unhappiness .....sometimes i think of those happy days spent together .....

            So why is life so hard after a certain stage .... All those struggles that we go through at the end we all have to die .....there are many things in my mind going on but the answer is blank .....

         Ever thought humans smiles cry eat sleep and much more things which are similar ....but still why is life different for different peoples ...some struggle for basic education while some for food ....while others struggle for drugs ....i do believe there is someone who is controlling we the human race ....just think for a second  how come we do the things atmost similar .....

         Recently i saw a video in youtube someone asking "what if a hindu women or muslim women marry other caste persons " and the replies goes with anger "hona nai chaayihe "(it shouldn't happen ) .....why such things really happen are we really out of control .....if god has not made much difference in our apperance , functioning , red blood , to fight white blood cells , etc etc why are we so stupid running over these things ....does pride last long so much so that even after ? 

        Okay  i am diverting from the topic ....let me pull u back what was i actually telling ....... Life has been like this ....things doest go on has expected and keeps on diverting....but we still have faith and move on ......i am also going on that race hoping that i will have peaceful life